Far From Home

Sick... With Low Self Esteem...

2008-08-26T23:47:00.002+08:00

Devil have been attacking me again .. putting me down .. having such low-self esteem.

He does not attack your physical body.. he attack right thru ur mind and by establishing fear into ur life.. Never have understood how people will have such low-esteem in the past.. now i understand how it felt because i am going thru right here and right now..

Ahh... never felt so down in my life before.. everytime i begin to put good thoughts into my mind.. the devil will just shoot it down .. wondering how am i going to overcome all these..

I dunnoe how to face all these challenges.. have learn to trust the Lord at all times..
when situation turn nasty and friends walk out of your life.. at least i have one person that will always stand by me .. that is Jesus..

He promised that he will never leave and forsake me .. continue to love me for who i am! If u are to ask me whether do u really care about those friends that is really going to walk out of ur life.. I do feel sad but i guess i need to learn to let go .. and let God rebuild my life =) ..

Have I told you lately that I love you ...

2008-08-17T21:57:00.002+08:00

Woo... long time never really Blog....

Just want to say God is really a funny God..
God will always place me in situations where he will always remind me the things that i have done.. hard to explain...

Going to Hokkaido soon.. am so excited! woo.. and was supposed to stage a performance..
As there is kind of a few guys.. was asked to sing SOLO.. and the best part is this song ...

Have I told you lately that I love you...
Have I told you theres no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladnessTake away all my sadness
Ease my troubles thats what you do

I am kind of stunt and cannot really sing it out during the audition.. i think God u know what i mean..
haha .. really need to practise well man.. need to have emotions when i sing this song in Hokkaido .. so can attract gals.. Just Joking lar..

Okay GTG

Weakness?

2008-06-23T22:36:00.002+08:00

I think i am really having a tough fight with the devil right now ..

Always falling for the same weakness which is love ..

God is Love and he gave love so freely to us .. but i never knew i am beaten hands down in that... sometimes i really feel so lost.. i really want to be strong .. not fall into any temptations.. i am still standing .. but i dun really know how long i can stand...

I think i am really too emotional .. haha .. must really slay the lion of emotions.. i may appear to be strong .. but i am not.. i am really not.. I always seek a place where i can really hide myself where tears can really flow down....

Captivated ..

2008-06-14T16:00:00.002+08:00

Woo... i guess i am really captivated by lots of things right now..

Really Thank God for his guidance... I really need to pray and fast for my life.

After being to Robb Thomson Tuesday Seminar.. i am really kinda inspired and fear.. Cause i really do not what i really want in Life.. In the past i really have lots of vision and dreams for the Lord.. like to go to full time ministry.. to be a teacher of the word.. to love people .. to love God..

This is really a time of planning and receiving new visions for the Lord.. Need to really pray and fast . ..
Have not really be active for the Lord for quite sometime .. Need to get my feet together..

God.. i neeeed... your support!

Frustrated..

2008-03-26T22:44:00.000+08:00

feel so frustrated...... ah! never feel so lost so tired before.. I need a BREAK! a REAL BREAK!

Bad Day for me!

2008-03-14T23:23:00.002+08:00

Today is Friday! I still wanna Thank God that today is FRIDAY although lots of bad things happen to me.. haha .. i still can laugh .. but my laughter seems to start out heartily but starts to sound a bit softer.

.... i lose one case.... i thought everything was going fine but in the end i lose it! I am very depressed but i really thank God that thru all these i learn the process and sometimes it is really God's way to lead and direct... actually to be frank .. i am not so depressed by this incident ..

... I really seems lost... i dunnoe what am i really supposed to do... i feel really really lost.... sometimes i really feel so tired... i just hope that i could just give up.. God can you give me the strength to give up... after receiving the comments .. how i wish i did not receive it .. cause now i feel lost... dunnoe how to carry on .. all i want is to lead a simple life.. with friends... with good friends! If given a chance to do it again .. i guess i will not change the way i did it...

I know my future seems.. haha i think God knows my timing and when will i be meeting him.... to be frank.. if i am to see him... i will feel lost...cause i dunnoe what to say or account to him.. i guess i will want to hug him and cry in his arms.. and say Thanks for allowing me to enjoying the place you created.. the people that i have met.. and stuff..

Please Pray for me...

2008-03-13T23:26:00.002+08:00

A lot of things coming out... it seems like i am going to be drowning as i cannot cope. .. will really need your prayers.. help me!

Delighted...

2008-03-09T21:45:00.002+08:00

This week has been quite a good week because i am delighted as i receive many suprises.. hee
was quite happy with one where i was really caught of guard. I believe i have always thought of it but never thought it will become true =).. Thanks a lot to the person =) you really brightens my whole day!

Everything seems cool and good during the start of the week but a bit lag during the end of the week where i was rushing for my TMA. I was really desperate... there is so much things that i do not know... and of course a lot of things happen..

How i wish u dun give me hope and take it away....

Service was great.. was reminded what i was called to do by God.. i stood up confused cause i really don't know whether i am up to it.. how God? do you want to reconsider cause i do not know whether i will disappoint you again and again...

I thot my heart died.....

2008-03-03T23:41:00.003+08:00

I thot my heart has died.. but did not know it is still beating...

Beating with the hurts that i have experience..

I thought i have learnt to let go and let God..

But it seems that it is still beating..
With every heart beat.. comes with pain... with grief..

Why must this happen?

Three words....

2008-03-02T23:31:00.002+08:00

Three words that can sum up my whole life .... is TO LOVE YOU..

My whole life is really about loving people and loving God..
Learning to Love is really a tough decision on my side.... and of course being love by the almighty God..
Without God .. i really have no more strength to love sia..

Watch the leap years.. never watch a good show for a long time, long time.
The way they direct it .. is really so phenomenum... Love the story plot too..

Saw a lot of quotes from leap years that really reflect what i have really been thru..

It's Better To Have Loved And Lost Than To Have Never Loved At All...

Watch with some of my friends.. how i wish i could watch with someone i love and enjoy that special moment .. hahaha been dreaming to much already...

After watching the show .. really makes me wonder whether

You should be with someone that you loves but does not love you
OR
You should be someone which loves you but you don't love....

Some thoughts that really go thru my mind..
Today really make me learn that sometimes.. you really need to let go.. and forget or it will affect your emotions badly .. i have learn it ..

Work Late Yesterday...

2008-02-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

phew.... work till 11pm yesterday with my colleagues.. work is getting more and more stress as the next quarter is coming and target will be higher to achieve.

I really thank God for granting favor where he gave a lot of grace to me as i manage to hit my sales target as a miracle happen!

Sometimes i feel very very defeated where i work so hard so so hard but sometimes i see others doing better than me where God is by my side.. i feel dejected of course but i always try to put this thoughts away as i learn the more you give, the more you shall receive.. the more encouragement you give .. the more u shall be encouraged.

Had really talks with my colleagues.. beginning to open up their hearts and manage to give advice.. but sometimes i do not know whether my advice does help..

Today was quite a tiring day for me as i was quite reluctant to wake up as i did not really sleep well cause of some pain.. Depression really sets into my life.. and i believe this quote does make sense .. it appear in the UOB ATM when my friend draw money and i manage to catch a glance ... it says

The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain.

It is really so true.. when you come to a point that sorrow keeps carving into ur being ... even the slightest joy u can also feel happy and more joy you can contain.. as you learn to be zhi ju..

Went for lessons today.. was so tired.. was listening to this song.. my favorite song ..

I will never find another lover sweeter than you, Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover more precious than you More precious than you
Girl you are close to me you're like my mother, Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister, Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing
And all my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you

All my life I've prayed for someone like you And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
I said you're all that I'm thinking of.....

baby Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,
You're all I'm thinking of, I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug, I really love you

Waiting?

2008-02-27T22:42:00.002+08:00

I have always been waiting... waiting and waiting but it does not seems to come..

When it came .. it last for a while and it fades.. The joy is for a moment and you just came back to reality...

Whenever you have hope.. there is always a chance for you to get disappointed.
Whenever you don't hope... there is nothing to expect...

Its either you hope and get disappointed or you don't hope and lead life where there is no expectations..

I will rather hope and get disappointed than don't hope at all...

Went to a familar place....Things have Change .. and will never remain the same..

2008-02-26T22:32:00.002+08:00

Went to watch a movie Ah Long Pte Ltd as usual... alone .. i dun mind watching movie alone which i usually do cause there isn't a need to plan to arrange and you can always just go and get the tickets and just walk in to the show.. of course i have no preference in watching with friends.. just dun like to do the planning... heee... Went to familar place to watch.. Have not been there for so so so long ...

After movie, decide to walk around.. walk through familar streets.. walk through familar buildings. really makes me think a looottsss.. enjoy the peaceful and quiet time with God where i can share with him my thoughts, my memories, my feelings....

Saw a building raze to nothing left but a piece of land... Things do really change.. Old things will pass away and new things will take form and take place.. I guess this is the same for all things.. when you don't let go of anything that is old.. nothing new will come to your way... that goes for hurts too .. really need to remove it from your heart ... so that happiness could just come in!

Getting emotional... haha.. maybe i am just emotional, creative and sensitive person where every little things could be describe in such way! ..

Thank GOD...

2008-02-24T22:38:00.003+08:00

Thank God for his grace and his endless mercy to always go thru difficult and terrible times.

He is always there for me.. while i always disappoint him in many ways...

This song really reflects my feelings right now..

How i wish there is a rainbow for me to look out for and ask it to return my dreams, my hopes to me....

But i guess i am really looking for a rainbow which God created for Noah... I really need new inspiration, new fire inside me to run even the toughest terrain.

那里有彩虹告诉我

能不能把我的愿望还给我

为什么天这么安静

所有的云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我释怀说了太多就成真不了

也许时间是一种解药

也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着

你的身影这么近我却抱不到

没有地球太阳开始环绕

没有理由我也能自己逃你要离开

我知道更简单你说依赖是我们的阻碍就算放开

但能不能别没收我的爱当作我最后才明白

看不见你的笑要我怎么睡得着

你的身影这么近我却抱不到

没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕没有理由我也能自己走掉

是我说了太多就成真不了

也许时间是一种解药解药

也是我现在正服下的毒药

At least .. i manage to see some light!

Hope...

2008-02-17T22:13:00.002+08:00

It's been so long i have not been blogging.. i have been very busy really sorting out my life...
Lots of things happen and wish it would not have happen.. but i guess it happen for a reason.. a reason to really know the truth.. How i wish that everything will return to the state where all status are the same.. haha ... but i guess we all have to move on.. to make everything better..

Its seems an ordinary day
where i did the ordinary things and lead the ordinary life.
I never knew something unexpected happen
I met you.

Never knew it started far and progress near
Ended far and wish it was somehow near
Never knew it will ended that way
If it is so.. i will never have done the way i thought it will be...

I rather gain a friend than lose one....

Confused..

2008-01-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

So tired ... not doing well in all areas.... what can i say ..

feeling confused .. tired about everything.. how i wish i can really take a break from all the stuff i am going thru now..

I am okay physically, mentally, spiritually and emotionally.. but i guess i am really tired..

How i wish i can shut down my brain for a while .. haha

What should i blog about?

2007-12-27T22:40:00.000+08:00

Yawns... kind of tired with lotsa of stuff..

Going on a strict diet ..... a very strict diet with only meat. haha
lame right.. Have been watching a lot of movies lately like alvin and the chipmunks, the golden compass and all the rest.. have been wanting to watch nanking..

I like movies like nanking because it potrays a very sad and cruel story about japanese invasion... and it really touches my heart.. Read the book and the many sad stories.. Hope to be able to catch the movie soon.

my brain.. is switching off..soon ..

By Request....

2007-12-09T23:56:00.000+08:00

have not been updating my blog .. that is why kenna shoot by one of cell-gp members..
haha... Here you go just for you Slyvia..

This week has been a busy week because of christmas....but not as busy as last year or the following year.. because usually i will need to participate in drama rehersals and really help out..

This year i did not participate because of the changes in life that i have to handle like new work... and the change of environment. I really feel there is really a need to really spend more time with my family members and friends this year.. to rebuid relationships

Will be back next year to really help out in drama because it is so much fun! staying really late till 2-3am getting all the things done...rehersaling the same line again and again to ensure that perfection is being brewed.. so applause to the drama people!

My Schedule is almost packed for christmas!!!! so those who want to book me.. please do make appointment!... Adios

Thinking too much ..

2007-12-06T21:34:00.000+08:00

haha .. i guess i am thinking too much during this period...

Lots of thoughts going thru my mind..

Kind of tired... =)

Really need to renew my strength and joy in the LORD!

Enchanted... by God

2007-12-04T00:26:00.000+08:00

Wow.. have not been blogging for a long long time..

haha .. hope you guys do come back..

I am so enchanted but what GOD has really done.. thru this 3 mths .. the miracles that he has done.. was really great. I believe more will come if we are always faithful to Him..

Saw the show enchanted twice.. was really a great romantic movie about fairy tales..

Many times we always think in such a world like this, there are no fairy tales.. everything will not work, dreams may not materialise but the truth is that Dreams do come true...

Fairy Tales do come true as what you really want.. no matter what bad past you have or anything.. learn to let go.. and always believe that you create fairy tales! ....

Great Song too .... True Love Kiss!

I fell... but God manage to save me!

2007-08-12T20:42:00.000+08:00

Ho ho ho .. have not been blogging for long time. A lot of changes happen this few months. lets start somewhere... from my previous blog..

I manage to see the sky.. but was push from the cliff.. and i fell. I thought i have wings.. the power to touch the sky but i was wrong!

Thank God in the midst of falling from the cliff, God manage to save me with his angels. I really thank God!

God is always FaithFul!

Today's message was great from Dr A.R Bernard. Teaching us how to spiritual when enganging culture. Its really very relevant to me cause i don't want to lose my vision while engaging it.

Pray for me if you can!

Reaching For The Sky....

2007-07-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

Have not been blogging for a long long time...
Have been thinking a lot and about lots of things.
Things may turn out good or bad.... depending..
There are going to be lots of changes.. Hope this changes are good.

Was talking with one of my colleague today.. I told my colleagues about my plan and she told me i am asking for the sky. I look at my plan and i find that it might really work out. I told her that yeah.. i am asking for the sky but you have not seen my God-given wings to reach for it. haha. i was just joking with her but i believe deeply that it is going to work out as God will work miracles.

So please pray for me i hope to have everything i want in Foodbarn!

Composing

2007-06-13T16:29:00.000+08:00

Penning some thoughts for a song.

You ask whether I still love you?
Jesus, you know my heart.
You ask whether I would want to follow you?
Holy Spirit, you know my thoughts
You ask whether I would want to surrender my all for you?
Lord, you know my all since the day that I was conceive in your mind.

I will gladly serve you…
Cause I love you…
Not comparing with yours
A love that went thru the cross,
Willingly forgives what I have done to you
That caused me to breathe every day.

I can do all things...

2007-06-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

Emerge was GREAT! I believe it will be even greater next year. was really really blessed by the whole drama that i helped out with. I was blessed by the people i am working with. They are the people that i can really see the faithfulness and the love for GOD when they serve. They are so faithful in the things they do. Everyone was so tired with lots of "sleepless" meaning that they sleep 1 or 2 hrs only but they still continue to serve, to move things, to be sharp in the cues. so blessed to have such people. Oh yah..actually i was not serving but i believe it is a God-opportunity because my Stage Manager which is Adeline saw me during service on saturday. She message me and ask me whether i can help and i agreed. She is a cool and friendly SM. Really felt great working under her. Would also like to thank all that help in the drama and help me in all ways like Elisha, Sijia, Joy, Chin Hock, Ros, Baoli and others that i have not mention.

Secondly, the drama impact me the most... of course its not the lovey dovey Love Story.. but the song on " I want to be SOMEBODY". When young or in school, we will always have a vision on who you want to be and everything! "Watch out World.. the light is on me..." I was also quite shock that i am also part of the Halls of Fame where my team "singspere" won the drama in 2005. haha.. and i remember that its on Romeo and Juliet too! I guess now need to pass the baton the newly awarded Bagi-goose... I am going to take part in EMERGE next year! Wanna help SIM SMU win the crown!

Lastly... was deeply impacted the message of Pastor Kong on LOVE. I want to love JESUS more and more... I remember i was quite touch by the actions of my couple of X - cell group leader. There was one particular day which was my first cell-group meeting. At that time i have already given my life to JESUS. That day was also multiplication cell-group meeting. My leader prepare a Thank-you message and preach about the love of Christ. The first commandment which is to love and by this all will know that we are Jesus's disciple. She have taken this scripture from where Jesus actually washes the disciple's feet. At the end of the message, She washes all of our feet, begining with the helper and follow on. Thats about 30 to 40 people. I will never forget this experience as it really taught me to humble my self and love others. The presence of God was so strong! Was really touch by the actions of her! I will share my personal testimony very soon. its take a bit of time to jot it down! I grow a lot thru experience and personal experience of GoD!

Sleepless Nights..

2007-05-31T13:11:00.000+08:00

Finally back in actions! have been involved in the emerge drama as a backstage crew. Was so busy with school and exams that i cannot be involved in most of the productions. really thank God for opportunities to serve in this ministry! This ministry requires a lot from you!

One thing is your capacity. Have been sleeping always at 3 am or later. The moving of sets in and out. The packing of staffs and props after the rehersal just tired you out. haha.. but it really stretches me in my work for my month end.

Creativity - You have to use your innovation and listen to specific instruction to solve problems, design props .. almost everything!

Sharp - requires you to be sharp to prevent any accident... for the next cue to move the set and everything..

haha on top of all these... Is the people in drama.. they are so so fun, so encouraging! Jokes will just blurp out of the tired minds of ours.. Drama... my Ministry!

Wedding!

2007-05-29T17:08:00.000+08:00

Last Friday went to one of my friend wedding! Wow awesome! The decoration is so beautiful! Everything was so well-done up with class. I really like the part on stage where they use different heights of landscape. It will be more beautiful if they are to make it to a water-fall! The wedding arch is so nice too! It was light up by candles and looks like you are in a mystical enchanted woods! I kept thinking about mine on how is decoration going to be like. How is the march in like and everything but i guess it is not time yet! God is really a creative God because he has been placing lots of creative juice in me!Never really take photos on the decor.. but its really impressive! Will upload photos soon. Anyone wants a wedding planner? I am Avaliable!

Check this OUT!

See No EVIL, Speak No EVIL, Hear No EVIL!

The Actress and the Cast!

ONE...

2007-05-25T00:13:00.000+08:00

One is such a significant word that i have come across and have a revelation in it.

You only have One life and not two.. so that you will not be careless with it.

Times we tend to be careless with this life that we are living in. We are careless without thinking there is only one life to live. I don't mean not taking risk but i mean making decision where we know that is not God's best for us. We all have our dreams in life.. wanting to be a doctor, successful lawyer or something of that sort. Why not mix your dream with God's plan for your life. Gotta open your "samuel's" ear to listen to God so that you are able to fufill the purpose you are being created for!

I will really thank God for all the things that He has really done in my life. The friends that i have, the intersting past that i have, the joy, the fun, the sorrows... i really mean everything. He has make me stronger in my character. He has really make me ONE with HIM. Everything that i do is related to HIM. Giving glory to the ONE true GOD!

Birds Flock Together.....

2007-05-23T20:03:00.000+08:00

We may fight!

We soar together!

An Update During My Exams Week..

2007-05-19T14:39:00.000+08:00

Lets keep the story short ... i shall make it into point forms.

Spiritual Life- Great.. Can really feel God so near to me. Have been thinking through about my goals in life and what i want to achieve during the next 6 months before everything comes to an end! Really need to get back to some serious Father's business.

Work - taken a break to mug for my exams. Don't really seem to get used after going back after leave but accomodating!

Exams - Not that fantastic. Really need God's grace to work on my result. Just felt a sudden fear in me that i will not do well but i keep assuring of God's promises. For Human Physiology, i really done my best... is not up to God to do the rest. I really really don't want to lower my Cap Score.

My Pets - 2 turtles died.. Donatello and Michealangeo died due to a battle with Shredder. I am so dee sad! I guess i need to release the remainding two soon for greater training at some reservior! My Splinter is so active that he keeps making those scary noises and bitting the cage. So afraid that he might bite the cage and escape like how the real TMNT story goes....

A tribute to the Turtles...

Replacement...?

2007-05-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the long wait cause i am still mugging for my exams. Just want tag on how my colleagues sabo me on my b day! Finally that day came. I walk into the office and found all my things gone even my computer. It is just like a new table with nothing on it. On the shelve, it wrote this " Reserved for Soh Say Ling from APOC HR" ... haha i knew it was coming = thats why i acted calm while they expect me to be shock! Another colleague told me that sabrina called me! thats when i decided to go to her side to chit-chat. After much chit-chat, i went back to my seat.. then thats when all my colleagues act blur. Then i acted as well and say .. wow someone replace me .. okay lar then i left to the cafe at Yan Palace to study! After 15 mins, Alan msg me saying that i was asked to leave the company and ask me to return the pass. Then after that msg ivan called me and ask me to come back and look for my things and start working. I was like ...... After much finding.. i finally found my computer and start working.

During the afternoon, boss send a message asking all of us to gather for an important meeting! They celebrated my birthday and gave me 5 new members to be part of my family. I will introduce you the gang that was given. First was a hamster.. I name him Splinter.. sounds familar right!

And another 4 turtles named Leonardo, Donatello, Rapheal, Micheangelo....My colleagues make it more special for me by placing different colour hair bands on the turtle. I find it very cool. Not only that, they also game me figurines and even ask me to wear a mask. Of course the sporting me, i will do it. This birthday really remind me of my childhood of wanting to rear a hamster. Will upload the pictures soon!

TMNT.... Woo!

2007-05-09T21:25:00.000+08:00

24 … the number seems a bit big!

2007-05-09T14:06:00.001+08:00

24.... a number where i am today... Happy Birthday TO ME! i cannot believe that i am that old! hee.. =)

I was really busy the last few days.. that is why i never post anything... Busy mugging.. reading stuff like renal corpusle, digestive system, urinary system... kind of overloaded already my brain. I feel very tired everyday reading all these stuffs and wondering whether would all go into my head.. so much things to memorise, so little time.

Hee.. yesterday i did a very bad thing. I scare a colleague of mine. I did not want to do it but because she seems fearless. I walk pass her back from the toilet and try to scare her when she is taking some paper from the copier. She don't seems to be scared. what i did was i was walking back to my seat and make a u turn near her seat so that when she come back i scare her again... i did manage to scare her.. it makes me realise a theory.... whatever did not hit u the first time, will come back and hit you again. Another theory i thought about is i am like a blessing waiting to pounce on someone just like pastor phil say. Hee.. some thoughts. No photos for the scare..

Great! I want to set some GOALS! Maybe time to really lose weight, learn to play the guitar and score well for my Exams!

Blessed are those who are poor in the spirit......

2007-05-06T02:00:00.000+08:00

Today's service was great. Was really renewed by the presence of God. I also want some secret mana from God. In order to get that i believe its time to work on my be attitudes. Need to be more kind, loving and most importantly hunger more for the presence of GOD.

My cell-gp celebrate my birthday today.. haha when Jason say "there is something important.." i knew it was coming... My discerning spirit is very strong. I even know that the gift was a bible.... haha... I got my first chinese and english bible. I believe that GOD is really calling me to China. Have talk about it, dream about it, sign up for it.. in the end did not manage to go due to some problem... now i even have the tool from GOD to go.. how not to go?

Must really start preparing after my exams. Talking about Exams.. i am still mugging.. why do they call studying = mugging? I believe you might need mugs of coffee to keep u awake to help you study, that is why it is called mugging... just some lame thoughts... Have two papers to mugged for. I am praying hard that i can get A for both because we are called to be the Head and not the tail. Apart from praying, must study......need some sleep now..

Me on the MRT Platform on "WOW" day.... i guess i am too tired i need a break...

....FOR THEIRS IS THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN

The Black Suit !

2007-05-05T14:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night.. went to watch Spiderman. Wasn't as good as i expected. I believe that the story line is good but the effects aren't that fantastic. Jokes in the show are rather lame. I feel that there can be more action and suprises. I was only impressed by the part where Harry(green globin junior) fight along hand with spider man against venom and sandman. This show also makes me feel that everyone have some characteristic inside of them which are bad but is not shown out. When provoke, some of the characteristic will show. Everyday, we are all tempted by the devil to show our selfishness, pride and others. But i believe with the strength of JESUS, we are able to overcome all temptations that is being setup by the devil to lure that character out. The decision and battle is always ours to call with the help of JESUS, just like how spiderman choose to break the suit of evilness upon himself. After breaking it, the devil will then tempt others just like how the suit will stick to another person and evil characteristic will show. Of course spiderman being thru all this help the other person to get free. Isn't it so like our christian walk where we can always encourage and help the rest with our experiences.....

Inside My Heaven...ly Thoughts

2007-05-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

Have been really reflecting on this song in my blog. Really thought about God on how He has really bless me when i am down. Through all these years, the revelations that He has given me. He has always been my inspiration and my love. How i want to be the earth where He lives in me. I desire his presence.. It really makes me wanna write a song to God...

I've been down

Now I'm blessed

I felt a revelation coming around

I guess its right, it's so amazing

Everytime I see you I'm alive

You're all I've got

You lift me up

The sun and the moonlight

All my dreams are in your eyes

I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry from

Where the storm blows your way

I wanna be the earth that holds you

Every bit of air you're breathin' in

A soothin' wind

I wanna be inside your heaven

When we touch, when we love

The stars light up

The wrong becomes undone

Naturally, my soul surrenders

The sun and the moonlight

All my dreams are in your eyes

And I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry from

Where the storm blows you away

And I wanna be the earth that holds you

Every bit of air you're breathing in

A soothing wind

I wanna be inside your heaven

When minutes turn to days and years

If mountains fall, I'll still be here

Holdin you until the day I die

And I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry from

Where the storm blows you away

I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry from

Where the storm blows you away

I wanna be the earth that holds you

Every bit of air you're breathin' in

A soothin' windI wanna be inside your heaven

Oh yes I do

I wanna be inside your heaven

It makes me wonder... about my work!

2007-04-30T18:45:00.000+08:00

Went to Gloria Jeans at vivocity for coffee during lunch time on 27 April 2007! I was really amazed at the coffee pattern at the top where the design is shaped like a fern! Wondered how they do that? It looks simple when they do it!

When colleagues are there, what else can we be talking about! Of course its about our JOB. hee..
I am not quite satisfied in the way how we are treated and was pouring out my heart feelings there. I was reminded by some of my colleagues to be thankful. Yah.. Maybe i should be thankful to God that i still have a job and the grace that was given.

I have another friend where her job is really very hectic and times where she will stay overtime to finish her work. She was really so stress due to the extra work that she have to do because someone else irresponsibilties that she cry. Her boyfriend is so romantic that he told her "Sorry..that i am the cause of this. If i am able to provide for you, you will not be suffering all these." I am so stunned! So Romantic sia! I felt that if everyone is responsible for their job and do it well, there isn't a need to clear up so much mess and even hurt others.

Need to really pray hard for God to direct me! Hope to find another job soon!

The 3 Ms!

2007-04-29T03:17:00.000+08:00

Hee.. going to share with you guys about the 3 Ms

1st M-arriage

I have friends going to get married soon in May! I cannot believe that i am stepping into adulthood where you start attending wedding. Its seems like yesterday i am still in my sec school. Time passes by fast. Well .. back to my topic on Marriage. Getting married its a good thing and choosing the right person is really really impt as what pastor says it can make your life here like heaven or .. shall not mention. Marriage is really about living together with your love one and building a family where you can call your own. Sharing dreams, life and everything! Accomodating each other's weakness and improving each other's strength. Finally some sense.. not lame anymore right... I am going to give some thots on how my wedding theme is going to be... might consider on the starwars idea. haha.. why not?

2nd M-ovies
Watch two movies within two weeks. The two movies are 200 pounds beauty and Wild Hogs.
They are both comedy and i enjoy 200 pounds beauty more! Wild hogs is more on the lamer side. So go watch 200 pounds beauty first... talking about that .. i think i must go lose weight!

3rd M-ay
Yeah its May... (the yeah its a bit soft).. i guess i am going to get my retribution soon. What you sow.. you will reap. I have been planning my colleagues birthday sabo. Soon it will be mine... Don't really know what to expect! I pray to God that wisdom will fall upon me so that i can discern any funny rats running around the office! Pray that my table will be safe.. nothing will be stolen.. computer will not be gone!

Some Advertisments that we took!

2007-04-29T02:15:00.000+08:00

More Cool pictures! I believe some really look familar to you! This was taken last year with my ex-cell group during a farewell dinner for one of our member.

Our Dream Team - Impossible is Nothing!

Red Riding Hood and Big Bad Wolf(sheep in wolf clothings!).

(look at poster behind)

Dying for a cause!

(look at poster behind)

We are all called to be Fishers of Man!

(got cert somemore okay- must be a good man!)

Really miss the times that we joke and take lame pictures together! Lets all look forward!

Wine Appreciation on 20 April 2007

2007-04-27T16:03:00.000+08:00

This is an event that my company organise for us to go there and appreciate wine. All thanks to my colleagues, it turn out to be more of wine DRINKING. You will really be shock in the way they drink. They finish almost 6 bottles of wine. Can you believe it? Not only that, we started some finger guessing games that the losers need to drink. We change the posh wine tasting restaurant setting to a PUB setting. I guess they have banned us going there.

Me Drunk?

Some things i learn over there:

There is a need to know the year of the wine because the wine is different for every year as it depends on the agriculture and the weather. In some countries, they will not water the vines and allow it to grow based on the weather. If there is mostly drought in that particular year, the wine will taste more bitter. That is why the year is so important.

Some Achievements in the Past!

2007-04-27T11:09:00.000+08:00

Time to share some of the great pictures or stuffs that I have done. With these, i believe you will know what to expect in my Blog...haha

My colleague has just gone mad with the amount of work! Now you understand why i have plenty white hairs!

Thinest MP3 in town!

Self-made voucher for a hawker center. Use it on one of the sabo.

Seems familar with a Powerpoint slide? We make it a reality for a birthday boy!

Welcome to MY Blog!!!

2007-04-23T22:07:00.001+08:00

Hi Guys,

Welcome to MY BLOG! People will usually write about their secrets or who they hate or like on their blog... but.. I will not! What i will do with this blog is tell u the craziest, lamest or intersting things that i have done in my life on earth....of course ... with some revelations...So please visit often!

My Blog addy is Farfrom-home because i am really far from my heavenly home where everything will be perfect. Sad to say.. i live in an inperfect world but God will make try to make it perfect for me.